I am a Woodstock baby

The internet is very bad where I am.

My own email accounts - I am told because they are UK sites - are worst of all.

Unfortunately, I am one of the unlucky ones. A cable cracked under the sea and I know that the server my laptop was attached to, was badly affected.

I try to read Skint Writer and I keep getting Saaleha.

When I re-enter my own blog, I find myself on BBC online.

Sites take forever to open.

I have read all your comments but am unable this time round, to reply each one individually.

I hope and will try my best to catch up on all your missed posts this Sunday.

However, I have finally (after a long compromised lull because of conflicting personal issues) made the decision to leave Malaysia this end-January. It would herald the start of new beginnings.

So at the moment, I am making plans and trying to get myself organised.

I really want to concentrate on my writing as an artist and to give this complex passion the attention it deserves and I need to be in a conducive environment So I will leave Malaysia to grow as a writer as my personality and philosophies are constantly evolving.

In England and Australia, I don't have these kind of problems that hamper my work.

Besides, I was never good in any kind of a parochial community.

Each day needs to be different for me. I shun routine

At the end of the day, I am simply a child of the universe.

My focus has always been in my dreams and ambitions.

My writings and I have merged together and become one and I feel I have a duty to be protective of my art especially as I am given a second chance to write once more. And also to be protective of my own self-evolvement.

I have decided to leave my entire past behind and just start over - me and my writing journey.

So right now am making plans to travel.

Finish my children's telly script in these next 3 days.

Catch up on all your blog posts this Sunday because you are my friends and I love you.

Carry on writing my stage play even as I make plans to travel.

Get a publishing contract or a theatre contract & also to publish my poetry that says everything about me.

This for practical reasons, once I am abroad.

As soon as I get a professional writing contract for any of the above, i shall open a professional website. Right now, everything's all over the place and also I believe, such a resolution serves my fulfillment as a writer to imbue it with deeper and richer objectives.

Now, it's touch and go, if this post gets up on my blog at all.